Poem by Charles Bukowski
”– you know, I’ve either had a family, a job,
something has always been in the
way
but now
I’ve sold my house, I’ve found this
place, a large studio, you should see the space and
the light.
for the first time in my life I’m going to have
a place and the time to
create.”
no baby, if you’re going to create
you’re going to create whether you wor
k 16 hours a day in a coal mine
or
you’re going to create in a small room with 3 children
while you’re on
welfare,
you’re going to create with part of your mind and your
body blown
away,
you’re going to create blind
crippled
demented,
you’re going to create with a cat crawling up your
back while
the whole city trembles in earthquake, bombardment,
flood and fire.
baby, air and light and time and space
have nothing to do with it
and don’t create anything
except maybe a longer life to find
new excuses
for.
~ Charles Bukowski, from The Last Night of the Earth Poems
Read this poem 5 times to different people in different situations.
Use each time you read it, you build a component of a detector, a FW detector of a FW 'when I hajve enough time..'
'when I have enough air, life, time space', then, I will..
I will paint, write, sing, dance, I will go to Kathmandu.
Each time you read the poem you build a part of this detector to detect these FW when I get enough time, love, Possibility, then I will
but particulary with time, when I get enough.
And that thing is drinking your life energy up.
FW are part of an energetic context that devours your life energy to live.
Don't worry, if you exit yourself from the ecology as a food supply, the FW will not starve to death because there are plenty of zombie people out there that they can feed on. Do not worry that you are contradicting Buddhist dogma by starving different Beings from their food, torturing little Beings
You walk around and see this quivering little starving FW and think oh have a little bit of my energy.